* lyn : )

♥ Friday, January 26, 2007 ♥

5:26:00 PM

working in the east point atrium on tuesday.
super boring n there's absolutely nobody.

BUT.
i managed to see someone i know(:

she went to IMM for a week n i went for 2 days
and she leave in boon lay n i'm in tamp

AND the point is:
WE ONLY CAME TO EAST POINT ATRIUM ONCE THIS WEEK.
and it turn out to be the SAME day((:

so surprised, yet so happy like tt lah.
w jocelin n me in baleno
yiping in snk
ifah n jayven in i.p zone

took over cashier when jayven left.
it was like so fun la.

CUZ i no longer have to pack those mountains of clothes
AND i get to sit down on the cartons of clothes

and they told me later i die
if kasper came down atrium
WHICH luckily didnt even happen
or i'd b termninate on the spot?

me, yiping, jayver

me and yiping

me and jayver

yi ping and jayver

another one

me and ifah w twists (:
(she's more than a head taller than me,
i'm more than 6cm shorter frm her shoulder)

yiping n ifah.

jayver n ifah

life's so great there(:

* * *

it's off day today.
went back sch.

meet lai, mdm lim, ms joanna, shi lao shi, mr owyong, mr neo, mr m toh, my ai ren MDM SIM, mrs vai, mrs kau,... i think still have la.

then lai, me, chinhui ended up having a meal at the coffee shop opp sch.
hahhas.

and mr lai refused to let us pay!
and in the end i buy him kopi-.-

after tt i called mr shahril
but he didnt return my call):

and mdm ho wasnt in sch.
which is like so sad la.
i miss her voice la. =x

then after tt i went to find joanne
chatted for quite long before i went home

she's my ah MA(((:
and felix is my ah PA(:

then i went to cut my hair..
and i think it looks funny now-.-

FINALLY, i'm getting my SECOND pay tmr at 11pm
woo hoo~

♥ Monday, January 22, 2007 ♥

9:26:00 AM

it's 22nd jan already. GOSH. which meant i've already endured 2 months n 2 days for my job. i'm not too sure if i shld b feeling glad or not. but frankly, i feel kinda attached to my job.

oh sighs. i'm so guilty for wad i've done yesterday. sorry ladyboss)):
if i knew wad'd happpen then i'd rather stay in my store
VERY SORRY.

i dunnoe i shld resign not
or probably transfer?

shld i get a new job
or continute to still here

or shld i still stay in BK
and transfer to other brands

but they have a f* irritating contract
which i dun wan to abide to.

probably i'll get a job that doesn have contract?
and have a good pay
tt has OT rates((:

BUT WHERE TO FIND?

4 more days to pay day again !!

♥ Thursday, January 18, 2007 ♥

11:45:00 PM

Now i'm BACK to post.

2days back, on tue. i was so so so upset abt the things at my shop. complain all to chinhui when she had lunch w me at jack's place. and tt's when the both of us ended so upset tt we cried so badly la)):

it's like so unfair. BUT i guessed there nothing much for me to do.................. mayb things will b better when i'm ~~no longer~~ in sales line? sometimes i wonder if it's the problem w me.. or was it the other person. but somehow i think it's the last one.. cuz i can get so well w practically everyone, but why is it tt she jus doesnt like me? wierd hurhs.

yesterday, there was this big quarrel btw my brother n one of my ic(s). which was rather surprising as my ic was rather close to him normally. then poor my dad, had to do closing w her. somehow it seemed the WHOLE of BK will know la. jus like a reporter telecasting news to the whole world/country/city. so now it seemed even ah lian n BDK yvonne n chinhui n everyone knows the whole story. OH, not forgetting snk pwp.

it was like so not interesting.
wad's the big deal of telling everyone?

then another ic asked me wad she usually do when she's in charge of the shop. oh wells, i told her certain stuffs, at least i didnt say everything la. i give her face, cuz she's still my ic. cuz the question was wad she usually do other than smk n talk on the phone. so my reply was to b in the storerm, lelong abit n scold ppl. then this ic was like 'hmmmmmm.. okay'. but i guessed she expected it la. then when verlin came for shift toady, i told the ic to ask her also lor. cant jus rely on my view ma. n even verlin agrees on wad i said.

OH, and it was really poor on dad, having to do closing w that person)):
(for tt i'll cry for him!)

eric lee came into my shop tt day. oh man. it was like a disaster la. he mentioned things which he shldnt have. let's not go into details la. but i was like shock to see him in my shop (as i was having my break..)

chatted w chinhui today. and both of us got the feeling tt we'll have a major shifting among all the juniors. i wonder how things will b.. HMM.. probably i'll get TAMP? which is like so much advantages la. it's near, have my darling mum, angelina, .... but it'll b like so sian having to work in tamp. so much ppl i know. sounds like so pai sei la.. BDK isnt too bad. but like tamp, it's not a mall shop, so equals no AIR-CON. but at least i dun have to take 2 buses to work. it's like so XIONG la. n i have to pay like $3 per day for my transport??!! wtf!!

n my blue black to so terrible la. i have like lots n lots of scratches marks n i have 7 blue blacks. n the one on my arm was so terrible la. it's a lil bit bigger than a 5ocents coin. and frm those greeny colour (when i jus got it), wendi keep rubbing it till it turns into reddish colour like this. so painful la)): i was shouting like a retarded outside her shop when she keep holding my arm-.-

and i saw junjie today. like FINALLY. he resign on the day i started working lor-.-

and i saw jovian recently. tt's like so not good la.

gg TP tmr. hope there's nothing wrong la.
escaping frm the reality. n tt's me.

♥ Wednesday, January 10, 2007 ♥

8:42:00 PM

Pictures of fun! (:

new year eve/new year

mini gathering at my cussin's house

yiping n me

diana n me

xiuzhen n me

bus journey back home.. the day we shared our doubts (04/01/07)

verlin. ping. lyn.

twists(:

ping must b feeling in bliss. hahhas!

journey back home..

piggish verlin!

mirror effect!
cuz verlin claimed her other side of face look nicer xP

yiping was super exhausted.

the day to spelt out everything + shopping times (05/01/07)

twists in train full of ppl =P

eating sakae. ping, me, szeli

making new friend! tt's sze li.

the purpose of a plain mirror. verlin n me.

ebase @ ps in fitting rooms

ebase @ ps waiting for the girls to come out

still waiting..

feeling honoured to b kissed!

me. verlin. ping all in smiles.

neoprints!!

the feeling of being loved by them(:

i know i can fall back on them.

acting cutes!

verlin n sze li looked damn cute!

friends at baleno kingdom.
2 snk n 2 baleno

best of friends!

♥ Friday, January 05, 2007 ♥

12:14:00 PM

a brand new year

the year have passed and it's 2oo7 once again. 2oo6 has been a happy, sad and stressful year for me. getting to sit for the o levels results, getting into my ~~first relationship~~, making new friends, having to commit myself to my ex classmates, blah blah.

had ~~cried~~, shouted, prayed on so much things which i dun remember it now. but it's okie. things are better now. though i can still sense the uncleared air surrounding my work place. but i guess things will always be like this. no matter where i'm, there's bound to b stress. probably it's because i've high expectations on ppl, i expect them to b nice to me jus because i'm good to them. tt's y i can get so depressed n let down when things didnt turn out as wad i think it'll be.

i'm so goanna miss sch! sch term has started and it's like i dun have to go back sch, wearing tt ugly green uniform as wad we called it. having mr neo to say 'morning colleagues, tampinesians. all look up listen up' and having me to say look at the sky? hees.

i miss having to see mr lai early morning each day to mark atttendance. having to find jus one person if he fails to mark one. having to see him each day seems to be like very normal thing. but now not seeing him like very wierd.

i miss having mr shahril to joke w our class during morning assembly and taking abt mr neo or mr hafiz will definately make us laugh pretty badly. seeing him disturbing our class boys are always funny..

i miss having mr lai to tell me to keep quiet when i fail to maintain silence throughout the morning assembly. having to do the shoku (sp?) on every tuesday after reading my fave section of the newspaper.. IN. super nice.

i miss sec 2's journal section.. on every fri where i pour out all my saddness all in words to mrs choon. having to look forward to it on every thurs and see wad's the reply was for last week's entry.

i miss looking over to 2T1 and look at mr owyong, one of the bestest PE teacher i've. then it seems our gaze always meet and tt we will smile at each other. kinda feeling wierd if it was monday, wednesday or friday cuz it'l b the co-form and tt's miss wong there marking attendance. then it will feel wierd.

i miss disturbing the guys early in the morning.. be it andrew, jun wei, chiben, fan ye........

i miss climbing the long flight of stairs to my classroom.. block G ext fourth floor. the best classroom ever. having to say 'can jian fei already la. climb everyday'. having chiben to pull on my bag as we played eachday.

i miss the corridor outside my class where we had fun. forever trying to make jonathan fall down, kneeling on the floor.

i miss eating food, sweets and drinking packet drinks in class and having mr lai to clean our classroom as he nagged each day telling us to keep the class clean.

i miss having mdm shi to tell me and chinhui to keep quiet during chinese class cuz we simply cant stop talking.. i miss making fun of her chinesse slang(:

i miss the dirty sch canteen where it is always busy during all our breaks. having a crowd table w like so many ppl. but tt's the time when we're always happy, making jokes. be it with other classmates or our own. it's always like fun and filled with jokes.

i miss jumping queue at stall 1o with conan and his bunch of friends, seeing who'll get their food first.

i miss the food at the mixed veg stall, and the one beside the chicken rice.. i miss the stall vendors and the uncle seeing fruits..

i miss the relief teachers who came into the class and complained that we were noisy to mr lai.

i miss mdm ho's period and we always make her angry and having her to shout thru the mike when she;s already very loud without the mike:P i miss wasting time helping ho to record the marks during her lessons and tt i dun have to listen to her class. i miss talking to chinhui in class and ignoring mdm ho's teaching.

i miss mdm yasmin's lesson when she tells us a story and we'll b so engross listening to it and waste our usual class time.

i miss mrs abbas ultra loud class. when no one ever get luck in sleeping cuz she talks suddenly very loudly and no one can ever sleep. then, it's almost impossible even to listen to the person beside u if she starts talking. in addition, her lessons are always interesting. so it's still okie la. and i miss calling her mother. i miss her shooting at chiben. and ben has never make her speechless. hahhah!

i miss mdm lim's attempt to teach our class phyiscs and making us understand the concert on it. i miss lab sessions when me and chua usually didnt do our experiment properly and having ahmad n ben to teach us.

i miss mr bernard chew lesson. and how he describe the term 'viscous'. it was like super disgusting la. i guess if my memory didnt fail me, i'd definately remember wad he says.

i miss sleeping in ms rafidah lesson. as it was too bored. after listening to the defination of 'bed rock' was rock in the river bed, i give up already.

i miss disturbing mdm sim.. calling her as my beloved one.

i miss the lessons when mdm phua is teaching. having the ability to slack n talk. being the only person who doesnt have to listen to her lessons(:

i miss my sec 1 form teacher.. mr ho. who always tried his best to teach my class, 1e5.. yet none of us listens to wad he's tryin to teach us.. b it in cme or in dnt lessons. how we disturb him.. n how we laugh at his not-at-all-good england.

i miss cooking during my sec one and sec two.. having partners like fiona and benjamin kok. life's great w benkok cooking for me. having fio to shriek but it's fun times spent w her..

i miss entering the d&t workshops. complaining how lok cok the things are inside.. oh wells, my sch is such a old building.. but i dun miss any of the machinaries there! i hate doing them.. so end up my whole work piece is not done by me.. is by lots of guys in my class. cant rmb who it was.. but i think ben kok did help me.

i miss doing project work w my classmates. cuz it's either having a confict or it'll b a better bonding w friends. i like the second one more.. hahhas. i miss the IPW project w yutian, derick n shawn. it's a long project. but it turned out very well.

i miss entering the sch ground to help the math teachers set up the music n art thing programme of cakewalk. it was tiring but, i enjoyed myself.

i miss disturbing andrew, chiben in lessons.

i miss chinhui n all her jokes. i miss pouring my unfairness to chinhui.

i miss chiben n ahmad when i think abt physics pract lessons.

i miss playing netball during ms joanna lessons.

i miss looking at chua n simin fight in class.

i miss cindy.

i miss having fun w jonathan, junwei.

oh sighs. i miss LOTS of things.

things are like so complicated now.
everything seems to b very complicated nowadays.
so who's the true backstabber now?

i dun wanna think.
i dun wanna ask.
i dun wanna know.

the truth hurts.